want to know me? just read this,

ordinary girl,not smart,not pretty and of course not perfect. was born on january,23th '99.
a girl who realy love her best friend and friend.
a person with a million of dreams,my big dreams are make my parents proud of me,happy in world and hereafter,school in favoriteschool outside indonesia,and many of my other dreams that I can not mention one by one. daddy's little girl,childish,could not calm down a bit,like make stupid things with my friend,and other facts about me that I can not write here. realy love swimming,listening to the music,travelling,etc. my class,my school,my room,mall,tourist attractions
salon <-- It is some of my favorite places.. this is my photo,ugly right? cause i'm not pretty.haha. i think untill here only,bye

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hey viewers,muncul lagi nih gue,,ngepost bbrp dulu yaa,hehe. bete nih td pulang les jadi online aja,btw blog gua kalo di liat2 jelek bgt ya,maklum ya galau terus,isinya curhatan semua yaa,prihatin deh kl liat orang blog nya bgss2 lucu lagi lah gua,bingung nih mau ngepost ttg apa,tp siapa yang mau baca blog gua,gua sengaja umpetin alamat blog gua,soalnya gua curhat disini. udh tau belom tentang gua?nama panjang alizah anugrah,akrab di panggil tmn2 dgn sebutan icha *nanya gitu? . gua orgnya GA PINTERdan GA CANTIK. gua suka bgt travelling,kemana aja deh gabakal cape ketimbang dirumah gua lemes banget,trs gua juga sibuk,tiap hari gua les *so?penting gitu? nanya? . suatu saat nanti gua pengenbanget sekolah di sobrone university or columbia university or harvard university,or washington university,oxford juga boleh kok,semoga ya guys,gua pgn sekolah disitu dgn beasiswa,btw gua tuh orgnya keras kepala,gasuka bgt di perintah2 di suruh2 apalagi di paksa,kl gua blg gamau ya gamau,gua blg iya ya iya,engga ya engga,gua jg sakit bgt kalo di kecewain,lo boleh deh apa2in gua asal jgn kecewain,itu rasanya sakit bgt deh,lemes dah gua kl abis kecewa,scra gua gasuka di kecewain,gua jg gamau ngecewain org lain,sakit rasanya kl abis ngecewain org,trs gua juga tipe tipe org yang syg bgt sm tmn dan shbt,pacar lewat deh kl di banding seorang teman atau sahabat,kalo disuruh milih,mending disakitin pcr drpd sahabat atau tmn,gakuat bgt deh kl lg musuhan sm tmn. cukup sampe sini dulu yaa,ntar ngepost lg deh,hehe bye viewers :)

smile laugh glad cheerful outside,cry sad inside ;')

tumben lo ga sms gua? tumben ga caper? haha malu ya,iya gua tau kok skrg lo malu ngapangapain sm gua,trs lo juga sakit hati kan sama gua ? maaf ya :)
rasanya di blog ini gua mau frontal aja,tp takut deh ada yang baca,lo kan skrg udh berubah,udh ga syg sm gua udh ga suka sm gua udh gamau main atau bercandain gua? malu kan lo? haha sms aja jarang,kita skrg jauh yaa,sebenernya gua sedih lo,nyesek,hehe tp lo engga kan? jelas lah,terus gua juga jealous kl lo deket sm cewe lain,haha bego ya gua,kan gua bukan siapa2 lo,gua sedih bgt lo begitu lo berubah,lo diemin gua,lo cengin gua,lo gamau ajak gua main dan bercanda kaya dulu,tp gua tau kok lo gapernah peduli sm semua ini,gua bukan apa apa kok,gua tau lo gapernah peduli gua sakit atau sedih,haha tp gua mah gapapa gini asal lo seneng,mungkin skrg gua gaperlu deket deket lo lagi ya,gua tau lo keganggu kan dengan adanya gua? maaf ya sebentar lagi gua akan pergi kok gaperlu takut,tp gua mau satu hal lo tau,gua syg sm lo,gapeduli deh org mau blg apa,kl ttg perasaan lo ke gua? mungkin benci ya,gapapa kok,tp gua sayang sm lo tau :'

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hay guys udah lama  nih ga gepost,hehe sibuk sih tiap hari ada aja kegiatannya,kali ini baru sempet ngepost ,kalo diliat liat blog gua cacat ya,haha sengaja sih,gamau ada org yang tau alamat blog gua,kadang ini gua jadiin temoat curhat,itu sebabnyaa,blog gua tuh gaada apa apanya,curhatan semua,maaf ya kalo blog gua jelek :)

this's my story since nov 'till feb

just cause something you change your mind your feel and your self to me,why? thats so make me down,i want you know what  my heart say to you,thats fool things you did it to me ;( i wanna see you like old us,just cause this my life so messy,i want to be people who hate you,but i never can,this mean of love? this name of love? tell me :(
i dont understand what my hearts say to you and my hearts mind to you,there is love and hate,im so down and stress just cause you!! i want you know what my hearts want buat i know you never know whats my hearts want,please be your self like old us,i love that i miss that

hey boy listen my mouth and heart say to you,you know what? this is from my deep heart,you know? surely you never know what im want!!!  maybe i must get out from your life,thats just make me feel like want die,you already like my brother and besties,but just cause little things you change just like that,sorry if this my mistakes too,im conscious this is my mistakes cause i was lying my heart,sorry,i dont know what must i say to you,just it.

coz I love you and do not want to lose you

lo gatau apa? gue syg sm lo,lo peka dikit dong,gue capee,gua tuh sayang sm lo tp lo gapernah ngerti,kenapa?!!! gue tau gue pernah sakitin lo,tp bukan itu maksut gua sebenrnya,lo mau tau apa? karna nanti gua gamau kita musuhan,gua gaada maksut sama sekali nyakitin lo asal lo tau gua syg bgt sm lo,tiap gua tidur lo hadir,dan satu lagi,gua cuman gangerti perasaan gua apa ke elo,gua mau loo,gua butuh lo disiniii,tiap hari gua nunggu dan ngasih sinyal ke lo,tp lo? gapernah tauuu :(
disini gua sakit,tiap hari gua nangis,cuman karna lo,gua rela gua mau  ngasih apa aja yg lo mau dan lo minta,mungkin lo udh nemu cewe lbh baik dr gua,bagus deh :') gua ikhlas kl lo bahagia,apapunitu meskipun itu buat gua sakiitt,gua udh gatau deh mau ngomong apalagi dan gimana lagi,gua cape sakit gakuaatt gua gangerti harus gimana,skrg malah berbalik keadaannya,gangerti deh gua,tp inget gua tuh syg bgtt sm lo,jgn pernah tinggalin gua ,maaf ya,blog gua emg gapenting dan gaada yg bagus,sampah semua