;'(

19 desember 2011 , 12.30 WIB okee gua seidh bangeeet:(((
kenapa keadaan nya jd berbalik gini, beda bgt sama yang dulu
serba gaenak. ga kayak dulu disaat semuanya enak dan nyamanin banget
kadang gua mikir skrg waktunya gua gaenak dan kadang gua mikir gua harus sabar tp di lain sisi gua marah, dan cara lampiasinnya ya cuman nangis
tp gaenak dan malu kalo diliat, tapi sakit bangeet kalo di tahan,
hmm trs skrg gua hrs ngapain? sedih.
gua inget dulu gua yg slalu main kesana kesini ga cape punya temen yang nyemangatin semua,dan banyak lg
tapi sekarang?
kadang gua berandai andai buat memutar waktu, tp gimana?
gua yg skrg bener2 palsu,boong.
kl menurut kalian gua seneng terus, itu ngga bener
itu cmn buat nutupin,gaada yang tau ttg ini skalipun sahabat gua.
yaallah;'(

for you

Januari - Glenn Fredly

berat bebanku meninggalkanmu
separuh nafas jiwaku sirna
bujan salahmu apa dayaku
mungkin benar cinta sejati
tak berpihak pada kita
reff: kasihku sampai di sini kisah kita
jangan tangisi keadaannya
bukan karena kita berbeda
dengarkan, dengarkan lagu-lagu ini
melodi rintihan hati ini
kisah kita berakhir di januari
  selamat tinggal kisah sejatiku
  oh pergilah..

yaap januari, saat tanggal 23 pagi2 itu, lo yang ngucapin pertama kali ke gua,lo blg ketemen gua kl gua ulangtahun,dan sedikit candaan lo yang buat kita ketawa, saat itu kita smsan,saling support karna emang kita berdua lomba, dan smsan terus2an,lucu2an, sampe gua terharu banget garagara lo,gua semangat dan merasa berarti banget waktu itu,ulang tahun ke 12 ini,paling berarti,gua mau lo ada lg saatke 13 nanti:')

morning guyssss whatzzzup?
wkwk udh pada makan belum? semangat ya pagi ini
oke lanjutan yang kemarin, lagu-lagu yang ninggalin kenang buat gua,yaap cekidottt

4. Tik-Tok

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Grab my glasses, I'm out the door, I'm gonna hit this city
(Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
'Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't coming back

I'm talking pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-topping, playing our favorite CDs
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Ain't got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Ain't got no money in my pocket, but I'm already here
And now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger

I'm talking about everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys tryin' to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk

Now, now, we go until they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
http://www.elyricsworld.com/tik_tok_lyrics_ke$ha.html

With my hands up
You got me now
You got that sound
Yeah, you got me

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me

With my hands up
Put your hands up
Put your hands up

Now, the party don't start 'til I walk in

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

huaaa ini lagu berarti bangeeet, gua inget dulu gua nyanyi ini bareng2, waaa i miss it;(

5. just dance

I’ve had a little bit too much
All of the people start to rush.
start to rush by.
How does he twist a dance?
Can’t find my drink or man.
Where are my keys, I lost my phone.
What’s go-ing out on the floor?
I love this record baby, but I can’t see straight anymore.
Keep it cool what’s the name of this club?
I can’t remember but it’s alright, alright.

[Chorus:]
Just dance. Gunna be okay.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Spin that record babe.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Gunna be okay.
ju, ju, just
Dance. Dance. Dance. Ju-just dance.

Wish I could shut my playboy mouth.
How’d I turn my shirt inside out? Inside out babe.
Control your poison babe
Roses with thorns they say.
And we’re all gettin’ hosed tonight.
What’s go-ing out on the floor?
I love this record baby, but I can’t see straight anymore.
Keep it cool what’s the name of this club?
I can’t remember but it’s alright, alright.

[Chorus]

When I come through on the dance floor checkin out that catalogue.
Can’t believe my eyes so many women without a flaw.
And I ain’t gonn’ give it up, steady tryna pick it up like the car
I’ma hit it, I’ma hit it and flex until the til done until tomorr’ yeah.
Shawty I can see you got so much energy
The way you twirling up them hips round and round
There’s no reason at all why you can’t leave here with me
In the meantime stay, let me watch you break it down.

[Chorus]

half psychotic sick, hypnotic
I got my blueprint it’s symphonic
half psychotic sick, hypnotic
I got my blueprint electronic
half psychotic sick, hypnotic
I got my blueprint it’s symphonic
half psychotic sick, hypnotic
I got my blueprint electronic

Go! Use your muscle, carve it out, work it, hustle
I got it, just stay close enough to get it
Don't slow ! Drive it, clean it, lights out, bleed it
Spend the lasto
(I got it)
In your pocko
(I got it)

[Chorus]

6. hate that i love you


[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Most everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeaahhh... Oohh...

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oooh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...

7. just the way you are


[Verse 1]
Her eyes, her eyes
make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday (yeahh)

I know, I know
When I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think that she don't see what I see
But everytime she asks me "Do I look okay?"
I say

[Chorus]
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

[Verse 2]
Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh
she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday

Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfects what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking if you look okay
'Cause you know I'll say

[Chorus]
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

[Repeat Chorus]

oke cukup segini ya, sebenernya masih banyak banget sih, cukup sekian;D

ini dia,lagu yang ingetin gua tentang masa lalu,bikin kangeeen dan nyesek.

1. I cant fight this feeling anymore


I can't fight this feeling any longer.
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow.
What started out as friendship,
Has grown stronger.
I only wish I had the strength to let it show.

I tell myself that I can't hold out forever.
I said there is no reason for my fear.
Cause I feel so secure when we're together.
You give my life direction,
You make everything so clear.

And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the window,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crushing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
I've been running round in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl,
Cause you take me to the places,
That alone I'd never find.

And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the wind,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crushing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

oke, gua tau lagu ini dr ibu gua, setiap pulang satnite sm ibu gua, gua selalu nyetel lagu itu dan nangis grgr inget "dia" lagu ini ngingetin dulu banget!


2. flower

Kimi to deaeta no wa kitto guuzen janai
Itsunomanika sonna fuu ni omoeteta
Dokomademo tsuzuku bokura no tabiji
Futo kizukeba saitetandana bokura no aida ichirin no hana

"Arigatou" tte sunao ni ienakute...
Sonna jibun ga daikirai de tatta hitogoto nanoni
Kuchi ni dasezu ni mune no oku de deguchi wo sagashiteru

Makimodosu CLOCK AND PLAY BACK EVERY DAY
Daikirai datte sakendemitatte kage oikakeru DAY BY DAY
ARE YOU READY? Asoko made kakekkobakka iji wo hattetana
WE ALWAYS MADE SOME NOISE EVERY WHERE...

Sono toki jaanette kimi ga tsubuyaita
Saigo no kotoba yake ni mijikakute setsunakute
Terewarai ukabe muriyari dashita kotoba "ganbatte"
Tanemaite mizu wo yatte hikari daite sakaseta furawaa sousa
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
Eien ni kareru koto wa nai

Nanimokamo ga barabara ni natte kowaresou de kiesou de
Soredemo bokura sugoshita hibi wo shinjiteru
Kawaranai mono zettai aru kara furawaa

Tenohira kara koboreochita kimi no kakera wo hiroi atsume
Tsunagiawase marude jigusoo pazuru no you da ne...
UH... WE MADE A HARMONY, JUS LIKE A FLOWER'S MELODY
Oretachi no kagayaki marude DIAMOND RING, SO I WANNA SAY TO YOU...

"Arigatou" tte sunao ni ienakute...
Hontou wa kimi ga daisuki de itsumademo kimi to boku no omoide wa
Mune no oku de zutto kagayaiteru

"Arigatou" tte sunao ni ienakute...
Hontou wa kimi ga diasuki de doredake toki ga sugisattemo
Kawarazu ni sakitsuzukeru zutto kono basho de furawaa

ya lagu jepang yang stau ini ninggalin kenangan tersendiri buat gua,mungkin kalian gangerti,tp ini ninggalin kenangan yang dalem banget.


3. Price Tag

Okay, Coconut man, Moon Heads and Pea
You ready

Seems like everybody’s got a price,
I wonder how they sleep at night.
When the sale comes first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop, for a minute and
Smile

Why is everybody so serious
Acting so damn mysterious
Got your shades on your eyes
And your heels so high
That you can’t even have a good time

Everybody look to their left (yeah)
Everybody look to their right (ha)
Can you feel that (yeah)
We’re paying with love tonight
It’s not about the money, money, money
We don’t need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag
Ain’t about the (uh) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching.
Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.

Okay!
We need to take it back in time,
When music made us all unite
And it wasn’t low blows and video hoes,
Am I the only one getting tired
Why is everybody so obsessed
Money can’t buy us happiness
Can we all slow down and enjoy right now
Guarantee we’ll be feeling Alright.

Everybody look to their left (yeah)
Everybody look to their right (ha)
Can you feel that (yeah)
We’re paying with love tonight
It’s not about the money, money, money
We don’t need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag
Ain’t about the (uh) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching.


Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.

[B.o.B]
Yeah yeah
Well, keep the price tag
And take the cash back
Just give me six strings and a half stACK.
And you can keep the cars
Leave me the garage
And all I..
Yes all I need are keys and guitars
And its with in 30 seconds I’m leaving to Mars
Yeah we leaping across these undefeatable odds
Its like this man, you can’t put a price on the life
We do this for the love so we fight and sacrifice everynight
So we aint gon stumble and fall never
Waiting to see this in the sign of defeat uh uh
So we gon keep everyone moving their feet
So bring back the beat and then everyone sing

It’s not about the money, money, money
We don’t need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag
Ain’t about the (uh) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching.
Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.

It’s not about the money, money, money
We don’t need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag
Ain’t about the (uh) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching.
Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.

[Jessie J -Outro]
Yeah, yeah
Oo-oooh
Forget about the price tag

lagu jessie J yang satu ini jg ngingetin gua sm mereka,mereka , semangat2 gua,warna2 hidup gua,mereka yang buat gua berarti dan beruntung bs ada disini.


4. Rapuh

Belum sempat ku membagi kebahagiaanku
Belum sempat ku membuat dia tersenyum
Haruskah ku kehilangan ’tuk kesekian kali
Tuhan kumohon jangan lakukan itu
t
Reff :
Sebab ku sayang dia
Sebab ku kasihi dia
Sebab ku tak rela
Tak s’lalu bersama
Ku rapuh tanpa dia
Seperti kehilangan harap
Jikalau memang harus ku alami duka
Kuatkan hati ini menerimanya
Back to Reff 2x

lagu yang menurut gua dalem banget dan menguras air mata ini setiap gau dengerin slalu nusuk hati gua, gatau kenapa<////3

oke cukup itu dulu ya , lanjutannya besok,masih banyak lagi nih,tp gua ngantuk
night guys nice dream yaaa:D

dear diary

woooy wkwk gua mau cerita nih ttg cowo yang gua sayang, ehehehe crita ga ya crita ga ya mslhnya ada tmn cowo gua yg tau blog gua, ah knp gua ksh tau ya ;x
jadi,dr awal cowo itu udh kyk kk gua sendiri, gua udh anggp dia keluarga gua,dia lbh baik drpd kk kandung gua wkwk
gua selalu bercanda sm dia,cs,main brg, dia jg yg slalu hibur gua, etp dia berubah gt aja cmn grgr gitu deh
sedih abis, gua coba ngerubah dia dengan cara cara yang bahkan nyakitin hati dia, beh nyesek gua yakin
abisnya dia ga ngerti apa maksut gua, nyesek sendirikan.
banyak banget suka dukanya, gua tkt bgt ya dia itu sm cewe lain-_-
sumpah sejak dia berubah ini,gua gangerti perasaan gua apa
gua maunya disaat dia deket sbg sahabat sm gua dan disaat kita main bareng2 dan seru2an, tapi di lain sisi gua takut dia suka sm cewe lain
hah?! gajelas bgt kan? itulah gua.
sampe sekarang gua jg gbs lupain dia,cuman dia,gua bakal setia, skrg saatnya gua yang nunggu! skrg saatnya gua yang tersiksa dan ngorbanin hati gua!
gua rela kok, gua sadar gua pernah nyakitin dia yang dalem banget, gua inget itu semua,tp dia nya gatau kl itu grgr gua sayang sama dia, yasudahlah.
gua inget semua sms dia,gaada yang gua lupain sedikit pun,siang malem smsan,gaada bosen, everythin' was perfect when i with him!
beneran loh,drpd skrg? hhhh
oke segini dulu yaaa
dadaaah;*

why?

malem guys, apa kabar nih? baik kan? ok semoga ya
skrg gua mau ngepost beberapa dulu nih
gua sedih banget,knp kelas gua anaknya selalu berkubu2,gua slalu berharap gua dpt kelas yang mainnya sama-sama,anaknya gaada egois, gaada yang jahat,dan segalanya
kapan ya?
gua gapernah mau temen2 gua ada yang berantem , etp selalu terjadi, entah sama siapa.
udh deh ya, sgini aja,bye.

my spirit :D

oke sekarang gua mau post tentang sahabat2 gua dan sedikit fakta tentan mereka, cekidoooottt

1.Rivana Dhika Palupi
yaaap orang yang gua panggil dhika ini deket banget sama gua, dia tau semua ttg gua, dia sahabat gua dari SD,anaknya baik bangeett ,kocak, dan super dewasa, gua percaya sama dia buat nyimpen rahasia gua, dia selalu bantuin gua dan selalu ada, baik kaan? niih fotonya

                                                                                 

2. Adista Ari Ramadhanti
orang cantk satu ini juga sahabat gua, dari sd bareng dhikaa, cempreng nya dia slalu buat dhika dan gua ketawa,hahahaha. dia baik banget, pake kacamata dan rambutnya ganahaannndddd, rambut dia sbnrnya lurus tp di foto ini lagi di curly, tetep cantik kok;p

                                                                           
dan ini foto persahabatan kita bertiga ;D

4. Raina Padma Azaria
sahabat gua yang satu ini rambutnya juga ganahaannddd wkwk cantiiik dan lagi lagi pake kacamata, dia dewasa, dan baik bangeeet trs dia juga tau rahasia2 gua, pdhl kita baru kenal di kls 8 ini tp gua ngerasa nyaman dan percaya sama rainaa, nih dia oraangnya, jangan pada naksir ye wakakak

                                                                             
5. Rana Nanda Fadhilah
yuup cewek behel yang satu ini adalah orang pertama yang gua critain ttg gua sebelum raina, haha pas ngambil rapot,kita muter2,jalan2,sambil cerita2, ahahah inget ka  na? anaknya baik  dan rajin banget, biasalah anaknya pa iwan hahaha oya gua jg megang rahasia dia loh haha nih fotonya, cantik kaan? pasti doong muahaha

                                                       
5. Tiara Meidha Ratu
yuhuuuu btk dalam arti lain ini gokil abis wakakak, dr kelas 7 gua sama dia trs,anjirr ngakak banget, frontal mulu wkwk dia cantik dan suka sama seseorang dan kisah cintanya kyk gua banget alias gapernah beres, dia baik dan kesukaan kita sama,itulah yg bikin kita kompak hehe , nih orangnya yg pake baju pink,anaknya mama dedeh loh wkwkwk

                                                             
okeeeee,sekian yaaaaa<3<3<3 dan gua sayang kaliaan semuaaaa muahmuahmuah:*


                                                             

haii.... udah lama ngga ngepost di bloog hehe, curhat lagi aaaah :p
masa ya tadi gua ketemu dia lagi nunggu angkot , ganteng banget dah ayang gua wakakka kasian amat nunggu sendiri, gua inget dulu gua prnh pulang bareng dia muahahah.
tau ga? pas gua lg bikin blog ini ibu gua dateng ke gua daan blg 'blablabla di artha gading"
mendadadak hati gua tersayat sayat *ea . lo gatau lah critanya hahaha
oya gua bais liat blog sahabat gua, raina hahah bagus2
gua juga abis liat entri lama gua, aaaaa kangeeen banget dulu gua galau berat
gua syg bgt sm doi sampe skrg, ah panjaaaang critanya

udh dulu yaa nanti lagii gua mau ngepost yang lain,okeoke

gatau lah.

Lo gapernah ngerti apa yg gua lakuin selama ini, lo gprnh anggap, lo gatau apa maksud gua? Lo slalu judge gua begitu,pdhl bukan maksut gua begitu, sumpah. Gua gprnh mau utk nyakitin hati lo, gua syg sm lo,gua mau lo ngerti dan syg jg sm gua,udh itu doang, demi apapun gua gaada maksut lain. Gua cmn gamau hati lo sakit, gua mau jaga hati lo, lo boleh benci sm gua, tp lo ngerti,gua ga maksut sakitin lo. Buat apa? Gapenting. Gua itu syg sm lo. Mksh buat slama ini.munkin lo benci sm gua tp gua syg sm lo,sampe disini aja. Mksh bnyk.
-icha

want to know me? just read this,

ordinary girl,not smart,not pretty and of course not perfect. was born on january,23th '99.
a girl who realy love her best friend and friend.
a person with a million of dreams,my big dreams are make my parents proud of me,happy in world and hereafter,school in favoriteschool outside indonesia,and many of my other dreams that I can not mention one by one. daddy's little girl,childish,could not calm down a bit,like make stupid things with my friend,and other facts about me that I can not write here. realy love swimming,listening to the music,travelling,etc. my class,my school,my room,mall,tourist attractions
salon <-- It is some of my favorite places.. this is my photo,ugly right? cause i'm not pretty.haha. i think untill here only,bye

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hey viewers,muncul lagi nih gue,,ngepost bbrp dulu yaa,hehe. bete nih td pulang les jadi online aja,btw blog gua kalo di liat2 jelek bgt ya,maklum ya galau terus,isinya curhatan semua yaa,prihatin deh kl liat orang blog nya bgss2 lucu lagi lah gua,bingung nih mau ngepost ttg apa,tp siapa yang mau baca blog gua,gua sengaja umpetin alamat blog gua,soalnya gua curhat disini. udh tau belom tentang gua?nama panjang alizah anugrah,akrab di panggil tmn2 dgn sebutan icha *nanya gitu? . gua orgnya GA PINTERdan GA CANTIK. gua suka bgt travelling,kemana aja deh gabakal cape ketimbang dirumah gua lemes banget,trs gua juga sibuk,tiap hari gua les *so?penting gitu? nanya? . suatu saat nanti gua pengenbanget sekolah di sobrone university or columbia university or harvard university,or washington university,oxford juga boleh kok,semoga ya guys,gua pgn sekolah disitu dgn beasiswa,btw gua tuh orgnya keras kepala,gasuka bgt di perintah2 di suruh2 apalagi di paksa,kl gua blg gamau ya gamau,gua blg iya ya iya,engga ya engga,gua jg sakit bgt kalo di kecewain,lo boleh deh apa2in gua asal jgn kecewain,itu rasanya sakit bgt deh,lemes dah gua kl abis kecewa,scra gua gasuka di kecewain,gua jg gamau ngecewain org lain,sakit rasanya kl abis ngecewain org,trs gua juga tipe tipe org yang syg bgt sm tmn dan shbt,pacar lewat deh kl di banding seorang teman atau sahabat,kalo disuruh milih,mending disakitin pcr drpd sahabat atau tmn,gakuat bgt deh kl lg musuhan sm tmn. cukup sampe sini dulu yaa,ntar ngepost lg deh,hehe bye viewers :)

smile laugh glad cheerful outside,cry sad inside ;')

tumben lo ga sms gua? tumben ga caper? haha malu ya,iya gua tau kok skrg lo malu ngapangapain sm gua,trs lo juga sakit hati kan sama gua ? maaf ya :)
rasanya di blog ini gua mau frontal aja,tp takut deh ada yang baca,lo kan skrg udh berubah,udh ga syg sm gua udh ga suka sm gua udh gamau main atau bercandain gua? malu kan lo? haha sms aja jarang,kita skrg jauh yaa,sebenernya gua sedih lo,nyesek,hehe tp lo engga kan? jelas lah,terus gua juga jealous kl lo deket sm cewe lain,haha bego ya gua,kan gua bukan siapa2 lo,gua sedih bgt lo begitu lo berubah,lo diemin gua,lo cengin gua,lo gamau ajak gua main dan bercanda kaya dulu,tp gua tau kok lo gapernah peduli sm semua ini,gua bukan apa apa kok,gua tau lo gapernah peduli gua sakit atau sedih,haha tp gua mah gapapa gini asal lo seneng,mungkin skrg gua gaperlu deket deket lo lagi ya,gua tau lo keganggu kan dengan adanya gua? maaf ya sebentar lagi gua akan pergi kok gaperlu takut,tp gua mau satu hal lo tau,gua syg sm lo,gapeduli deh org mau blg apa,kl ttg perasaan lo ke gua? mungkin benci ya,gapapa kok,tp gua sayang sm lo tau :'

not important ;DD

hay guys udah lama  nih ga gepost,hehe sibuk sih tiap hari ada aja kegiatannya,kali ini baru sempet ngepost ,kalo diliat liat blog gua cacat ya,haha sengaja sih,gamau ada org yang tau alamat blog gua,kadang ini gua jadiin temoat curhat,itu sebabnyaa,blog gua tuh gaada apa apanya,curhatan semua,maaf ya kalo blog gua jelek :)

this's my story since nov 'till feb

just cause something you change your mind your feel and your self to me,why? thats so make me down,i want you know what  my heart say to you,thats fool things you did it to me ;( i wanna see you like old us,just cause this my life so messy,i want to be people who hate you,but i never can,this mean of love? this name of love? tell me :(
i dont understand what my hearts say to you and my hearts mind to you,there is love and hate,im so down and stress just cause you!! i want you know what my hearts want buat i know you never know whats my hearts want,please be your self like old us,i love that i miss that

hey boy listen my mouth and heart say to you,you know what? this is from my deep heart,you know? surely you never know what im want!!!  maybe i must get out from your life,thats just make me feel like want die,you already like my brother and besties,but just cause little things you change just like that,sorry if this my mistakes too,im conscious this is my mistakes cause i was lying my heart,sorry,i dont know what must i say to you,just it.

coz I love you and do not want to lose you

lo gatau apa? gue syg sm lo,lo peka dikit dong,gue capee,gua tuh sayang sm lo tp lo gapernah ngerti,kenapa?!!! gue tau gue pernah sakitin lo,tp bukan itu maksut gua sebenrnya,lo mau tau apa? karna nanti gua gamau kita musuhan,gua gaada maksut sama sekali nyakitin lo asal lo tau gua syg bgt sm lo,tiap gua tidur lo hadir,dan satu lagi,gua cuman gangerti perasaan gua apa ke elo,gua mau loo,gua butuh lo disiniii,tiap hari gua nunggu dan ngasih sinyal ke lo,tp lo? gapernah tauuu :(
disini gua sakit,tiap hari gua nangis,cuman karna lo,gua rela gua mau  ngasih apa aja yg lo mau dan lo minta,mungkin lo udh nemu cewe lbh baik dr gua,bagus deh :') gua ikhlas kl lo bahagia,apapunitu meskipun itu buat gua sakiitt,gua udh gatau deh mau ngomong apalagi dan gimana lagi,gua cape sakit gakuaatt gua gangerti harus gimana,skrg malah berbalik keadaannya,gangerti deh gua,tp inget gua tuh syg bgtt sm lo,jgn pernah tinggalin gua ,maaf ya,blog gua emg gapenting dan gaada yg bagus,sampah semua

kisah hidup gua

seorang *sensor* yg dulu gua anggap baik dan gua sayang banget kini berubah,asal lo tau,gua nulis blog ini sambil nangis,gua nangis gua sakit ketika lo berubah,skrg lo mungkin udh punya pacar,oke fine,emg msh bnyk lg yg baik dr pd gua,tp,lo itu sahabat gua,plis ttp maoin dan sama sama bareng gua,gua udh cape ngeluarin air mata,entah jnp skrg gua benci lo,hati gua rasanya mau bales dendam sm lo,gua sakittt bangettt,kenapa lo jadi gini si ? ya allah....gua tersiksa disini,ngerti gua dongg,gua udh marah marah di twitter,tp tetep,nyesek rasanya,sakit bangett,dan skrg gua benci bgt sm lo,maaf sblmnya kalo gua punya salah sama lo,dan terima kasih banget buat slama ini lo udh bahagian gua,udh perhatian,makasih ya :'),mendadak hati gua sdakit lg,gua mau bales dendam sm lo,dendam gua akan lebih sakit drpd yg lo lakuin dulu ke gua,liat lo nanti,sumpah gua benci banget sama lo,gua muak liat muka lo,gua enek ketemu lo.gua mau bales dendam,lo liat nanti,setelah gua marah marah di blog dan postingin blog ini,hati gua agak lega,tp asal lo tau dendam gua ke lo msh tersimpan di hati gua dan gaada yg terlupakan sm sekali,sering gua nangis buat lo,sering gua jutekin lo atau buat lo cemburu,itu karna apa ? karna gua sayang sm lo,plissssss ngerti.gua cuman mau manas manasin lo,tp mungkin lo gangerti ini,akhir akhir ini,gua usahautk ajak lo main trs,senyumin lo,baik sm lo,dll,tp tetep aja,oke fine,mungkin ini udh takdir kita,dan skrg kita bkn apa apa lg,tmn sekalipun,cam kan itu ! airmata gua udh habis buat nangisin lo dan sayang gua udh berubah jadi benci !!!!!!!!