12 September 2012
pertama kali netesin air mata yang... yang bener bener sakit lah,beda.
mendingan gausah,daripada gua tersenyum diatas air mata orang itu,daripada gua bahagia diatas kebencian dia.
gamau
mending gua yang ngalah,dan korbanin semua perasaan gua,gua ikhlas,daripada begini
walaupun dia jahat atau apalah di bilang orang orang, gua sakit ada di posisi ini,walaupun bukan gua yang di rugiin,tapi tetep aja gabisa. ini sakit.gua punya hati,bisa ngerasaian,siapapun dia,gua ngerasa.
dan... gaada yang bisa ngerti gua sekarang,gaada yang tau rasanya begini itu apa.

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gua sayang sama lo...kenapa kita ga kaya dulu lagi? kalo lo emang ga bener-bener, tinggalin gua pelan-pelan,plis ngerti sekali ini aja..
kenapa sih?;(
gua sampe bingung mau bilang apa lagi..

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kenapa? kdg2 lo bikin gua seneng banget,kdg2 bikin kecewa, seenaknya gt ya. serius ga sih?
berapa kali lo begini, kalo engga ya gausah sih, kalo iya ya iya.
gua terima kok apa adanya keputusan lo, walaupun berat, sakit, yatapi drpd gini. gajelas tau gak
sebenrnya lo buat gua tersiksa, tp gua tahan. kenapa? gua sayang lo.
lo cowo, bisa enaknya ngelakuin apa aja, tapi gua? susah.
banyak yang mau gua bilang, tapi buat apa ya, percuma hh.
gaada yang ngerti, andai ada yang ngerti, sedikiit aja perasaan gua, tapi sayangnya GAK haha

:'")))

kamu emang gapernah ngerti maksut aku..
jujur..aku gapernah mau sakitin kamu, atau ga hargain perasaan kamu ke aku..
tapi.. aku cuman pengen kemu bener-bener sayang sama aku,kamu tau kenapa?:")
karna aku punya perasaan itu ke kamu..aku cewek..
aku sedih..aku sakit..tapi kamu juga gaakan pernah ngerti..kan?
sekarang aku tau.. kita emang ga di takdirin buat bareng bareng...aku sakit..
banyak yang aku pengen bilang ke kamu, tapi aku ga sanggup. toh kamu juga selalu pandang aku negatif.
kamu gapernah tau.. aku sayang sama kamu.
mungkin dimata kamu,aku bukan apa apa lagi.. cuman cewek yang bisanya nyakitin kamu doang..
aku ikhlas kalo emang kamu mau berhenti sayang sama aku...atau bahkan menyesal pernah kenal aku..
aku emang bukan apa-apa.. ada baiknya juga kamu tinggalin aku sekarang;')
aku pengen kamu bahagia...walau bukan sama aku:') aku pasti bahagia juga kalo kamu bahagia
tapi aku pengen kamu tau.. gaadda yang bisa gantiin kamu ..aku sayang sama kamu.
makasih dan maaf buat selama ini ;"D

;'(

19 desember 2011 , 12.30 WIB okee gua seidh bangeeet:(((
kenapa keadaan nya jd berbalik gini, beda bgt sama yang dulu
serba gaenak. ga kayak dulu disaat semuanya enak dan nyamanin banget
kadang gua mikir skrg waktunya gua gaenak dan kadang gua mikir gua harus sabar tp di lain sisi gua marah, dan cara lampiasinnya ya cuman nangis
tp gaenak dan malu kalo diliat, tapi sakit bangeet kalo di tahan,
hmm trs skrg gua hrs ngapain? sedih.
gua inget dulu gua yg slalu main kesana kesini ga cape punya temen yang nyemangatin semua,dan banyak lg
tapi sekarang?
kadang gua berandai andai buat memutar waktu, tp gimana?
gua yg skrg bener2 palsu,boong.
kl menurut kalian gua seneng terus, itu ngga bener
itu cmn buat nutupin,gaada yang tau ttg ini skalipun sahabat gua.
yaallah;'(

for you

Januari - Glenn Fredly

berat bebanku meninggalkanmu
separuh nafas jiwaku sirna
bujan salahmu apa dayaku
mungkin benar cinta sejati
tak berpihak pada kita
reff: kasihku sampai di sini kisah kita
jangan tangisi keadaannya
bukan karena kita berbeda
dengarkan, dengarkan lagu-lagu ini
melodi rintihan hati ini
kisah kita berakhir di januari
  selamat tinggal kisah sejatiku
  oh pergilah..

yaap januari, saat tanggal 23 pagi2 itu, lo yang ngucapin pertama kali ke gua,lo blg ketemen gua kl gua ulangtahun,dan sedikit candaan lo yang buat kita ketawa, saat itu kita smsan,saling support karna emang kita berdua lomba, dan smsan terus2an,lucu2an, sampe gua terharu banget garagara lo,gua semangat dan merasa berarti banget waktu itu,ulang tahun ke 12 ini,paling berarti,gua mau lo ada lg saatke 13 nanti:')

morning guyssss whatzzzup?
wkwk udh pada makan belum? semangat ya pagi ini
oke lanjutan yang kemarin, lagu-lagu yang ninggalin kenang buat gua,yaap cekidottt

4. Tik-Tok

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Grab my glasses, I'm out the door, I'm gonna hit this city
(Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
'Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't coming back

I'm talking pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-topping, playing our favorite CDs
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Ain't got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Ain't got no money in my pocket, but I'm already here
And now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger

I'm talking about everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys tryin' to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk

Now, now, we go until they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
http://www.elyricsworld.com/tik_tok_lyrics_ke$ha.html

With my hands up
You got me now
You got that sound
Yeah, you got me

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me

With my hands up
Put your hands up
Put your hands up

Now, the party don't start 'til I walk in

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

huaaa ini lagu berarti bangeeet, gua inget dulu gua nyanyi ini bareng2, waaa i miss it;(

5. just dance

I’ve had a little bit too much
All of the people start to rush.
start to rush by.
How does he twist a dance?
Can’t find my drink or man.
Where are my keys, I lost my phone.
What’s go-ing out on the floor?
I love this record baby, but I can’t see straight anymore.
Keep it cool what’s the name of this club?
I can’t remember but it’s alright, alright.

[Chorus:]
Just dance. Gunna be okay.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Spin that record babe.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Gunna be okay.
ju, ju, just
Dance. Dance. Dance. Ju-just dance.

Wish I could shut my playboy mouth.
How’d I turn my shirt inside out? Inside out babe.
Control your poison babe
Roses with thorns they say.
And we’re all gettin’ hosed tonight.
What’s go-ing out on the floor?
I love this record baby, but I can’t see straight anymore.
Keep it cool what’s the name of this club?
I can’t remember but it’s alright, alright.

[Chorus]

When I come through on the dance floor checkin out that catalogue.
Can’t believe my eyes so many women without a flaw.
And I ain’t gonn’ give it up, steady tryna pick it up like the car
I’ma hit it, I’ma hit it and flex until the til done until tomorr’ yeah.
Shawty I can see you got so much energy
The way you twirling up them hips round and round
There’s no reason at all why you can’t leave here with me
In the meantime stay, let me watch you break it down.

[Chorus]

half psychotic sick, hypnotic
I got my blueprint it’s symphonic
half psychotic sick, hypnotic
I got my blueprint electronic
half psychotic sick, hypnotic
I got my blueprint it’s symphonic
half psychotic sick, hypnotic
I got my blueprint electronic

Go! Use your muscle, carve it out, work it, hustle
I got it, just stay close enough to get it
Don't slow ! Drive it, clean it, lights out, bleed it
Spend the lasto
(I got it)
In your pocko
(I got it)

[Chorus]

6. hate that i love you


[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Most everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeaahhh... Oohh...

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oooh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...

7. just the way you are


[Verse 1]
Her eyes, her eyes
make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday (yeahh)

I know, I know
When I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think that she don't see what I see
But everytime she asks me "Do I look okay?"
I say

[Chorus]
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

[Verse 2]
Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh
she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday

Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfects what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking if you look okay
'Cause you know I'll say

[Chorus]
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

[Repeat Chorus]

oke cukup segini ya, sebenernya masih banyak banget sih, cukup sekian;D